teaching ane
so this morning i woke up at 5.45, put on my saree, took the handbag and went down flower road into the gates of Ladies College. Why? because i’m a teacher there ane! 
One thing i enjoy most in life, apart from other cravings of the flesh, is teaching. it is the one thing i can do that gives 100% self satisfaction. and i also like wearing saree!!
only problem is that at the end of the day when i come home at 8pm, after work i’m really really tired. which in a way is good. my mind cannot and will not dwell on the…lack of communication. and that nagging thought at the back of my head is ignored while my tummy calls out for food..
so anyway i’m sitting here with me spectacles on trying to think of something interesting to blog about but nothing comes to mind..except the one thing i DON’T want to be remembered of. it’s so funny how when you don;t want something to happen or when you don’t want to do or think about something thats the very direction your thoughts decide to float towards….thoughts are floating there now…sigh..
Never did figure out if this parting is temporary - like he HAD to leave - as opposed to splitting up. Looks like the desire is pretty heavy, so now you have to figure out why you REALLY feel the way you do. If it is LOVE (the REAL thing), YOU should be happy if HE is, right? Like Sting sings ‘If you love somebody, set them free’. It’s usually the heavy ‘DESIRE’ that brings all the pain - if unfulfilled. Think about it. And remember - ‘all things must pass’.
Comment by Java Jones — January 11, 2007 @ 11:29 pm
omg…in some ways our blogs are kinda parallel…i did a little post on my whole teaching thing too
Comment by Nushelle — January 16, 2007 @ 1:53 pm