change is good na?
i seem to have got myself into a kind of funk lately. i think it all began when i tore a contact lens on sunday morning…then i had to go teacher-fy at Co-MUN that afternoon and be front of house-ing also. i wore my glasses. i look…well different with them on and my face constantly itches. so i’m a twitchy glasses wearing person…
my recent funk has nothing to do with the glasses though. funnily enough. it’s this bad…feeling i keep getting every now and then..damn annoying also…while i sit here trying (keyword) to sort out the fuddly mess in my head…i think maybe it’s this awful cold that’s brought this funk..or maybe it’s just that feeling you get every now and then (well i do) that life sometimes just lacks purpose. mine does…. i know there’s a lot i can do and honestly should do, but i never get around to giving myself a knock on the head. i just saunter along dabbling here and there. quite depressing actually. i wish i could sort of pin point at a particular area of my life and say, ‘this is what i need to do…because this is where i’m going wrong.’ unfortunately i can’t. going to sleep now.
P.S. the name was changed cos a bipsy barun asked me to….’musings of a cigarette smoking man’ is now above mine ;P i’m a nice girl na…lol
